Friday, January 21, 2011

Day 20

Woke up, stepped on the scale, did not make my goal of getting to 7lbs lost.  I'm stuck at 6.4 and today I'm not so happy go lucky, positive is my middle name about it.  I'm pissed because I feel like I worked hard this week, stuck to my diet and should have lost than extra pound I wanted.  I was tempted this morning to just eat whatever the hell I wanted because I was pissed and the whole attitude of "Oh well, F*** today, I'm going to eat what I want" was coming on really strong.  I resisted and stuck to my diet this morning.  However, I got to work and after two hours of meetings decided to eat 4, yupp, 4 pieces of chocolate from the candy bowl I detest so much.  They are not huge pieces, meaning they aren't candy bars, but they are bigger than hershey kisses.  So now I'm mad at myself because that was just stupid!  I'm a little stressed about work, the turtle ridge website I'm working on and getting everything packed and ready for Sunriver, so I'm blaming my splurge on that. 

I ate a healthy lunch and am going to go to the gym and give it my all and get refocused on the positive and not on how stressed I'm feeling right now! So there you have it!

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